.... Me

el amor no va a ninguna parte

que algún día volverá a mí
de hecho, tenemos mucho gusto
De hecho no estamos juntos
"si es que estamos destinados a estar juntos para siempre, el amor no va a ninguna parte"

lately...

uda lama ya ga nulis di blog ini.. plg cm nge-post gambar2 aja akhir2 ini..
huah i am so tired lately..
hmm..

last week, 26th-30th oct, I've got midterm test in my campus.. that was my first midterm test in my new campus, so i want it to be perfect.. hmm maybe i am too perfectionist..but i think, it didn't really good.. especially for accounting.. I've studied and i think i would able to do the test, but the time was so fast.. it was only 2 hours for 2 numbers (number 1  : make general journal - ledger - trial balance ; number 2 : make adjusting entries - ledger - adjusted trial balance - income statement - owner's equity statement - balance sheet - closing entries - post closing trial balance ). what can i say??? I've just tried my best, but i couldn't finish it.. hiks2.. I'm so disappointing i couldn't finish it...

then, rasanya tiap hari ada aja acara/kegiatan... hari sabtu pun ky gt..walau harusnya kan hari sabtu holiday ya..ttp aja ada acara..

o iya, tgl 24 okt kmrn gw dateng ke gonz ! seneng bisa ke gonz lagi setelah uda lama bgt (rasanya) ga ke gonz.. gw kangen gonz dan semua kenangan2 nya.. jadi gw ke gonz dalam rangka "Open House Gonzaga", tadinya mau dateng pas upacara pembukaan nya, which is on 9 a.m., I've prepared myself and I've got ready to go to my high school, but my father wasn't pick me up yet.. and after he has arrived at my house, he said that he wanted to get shower for a moment.. grrr... and.... i arrived at Gonz on 11 a.m ! (huh great..). Of course i couldn't see the orchestra.. and it made me a little bit angry to my parents =(

the photo was taken by Mas Mazmur at food stand - Gonzaga Open House

from left to right : Fabio - Asella - Ajeng - Saut - Sono - Lusi - Me- Deta - Gevi

too bad Ayek wasn't be there coz he must go to UMN for take the jacket ;p

Anyway, I'm so happy to meet you, guys ! =)

And thanks for the time in Peville for the chit-chat time and the narcissist time hahaha ;p

  

ini di pinglap gonz,  yg tadinya pinglap, skrg digusur buat lapangan bola (hmm berarti ga bakal ada yg namanya pinglap yg ke arah lapangan bola lagi,dong? i miss the 'pinglap')

tp beneran deh, bulan oktober terasa cepat berlalu.. dari lat.konser PMC, konser PMC, ke farewell Lele, lat JakFlute, tampil JakFlute di Monas dan ditonton Vincent dan cowo nya + jalan2 bareng Vanida, Ichad, dan Asella disitu menambah senangnya hari itu, open house gonz, tampil di gereja, kuliah, tugas kuliah (yg nambah bnyk begitu da mau deket uts), uts, bolak-balik pinjem buku ke zoe, membuat gw lebih mudah untuk melupakan sesuatu hal, walopun ga sepenuhnya bisa lupa sih..

last but not least, it's November now.. and i hope this month will bring joy and happiness to me.. =)

God bless me...

P.S : and i can get good score on my midterm test... ameennn....

wish...

Realmente quiero hablar con él .. lo echo de menos mal .. por favor llamar o enviar un mensaje, querida ...

like this...

hope i will wear the same shoes with my boyfriend...

Jak-Japan Matsuri (JakFlute tampil @ 14.45-15.30 monas,11 okt)

Datang ya teman2 =)

I wish...

Love yourself,guys =D

For u,women

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition(or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship
consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. -Isn't this TRUE!!!!!

Never move into his mother's house.

Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.* Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other women... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another prepare.

-Oprah Winfrey-

The One

"He's out there. He's just all with the wrong women

When it's time, then he'll be yours"

from : http://thejosephines.blogdrive.com

I LOVE THIS STATEMENT =)

JakFlute (me) on Jakarta Globe

September 24, 2009

Tasa Nugraza Barley

Charity Olivia, 18, is is one of the youngest members in JakFlute, a group which aims to connect flute players in a nation where the instrument is not well-known. (JG Photo)


Jakarta’s Flutists Band Together

Inspired by the lack of opportunities for flutists to meet and practice, two professional musicians recently decided the time had come to unite players of the instrument in Jakarta by establishing the country’s first flute community.

Metta F Ariono founded JakFlute with fellow player Marini Widyastari in June.

“We were surprised to find that there were actually many flutists in this city. So we decided to create JakFlute,” Metta said.

“Indonesians are not very familiar with Western classical music instruments, but there are now more people who want to learn them, including the flute,” she said.

“There are three families of orchestral instruments. There are string instruments, wind instruments and percussion instruments. The flute is a wind instrument. Among all the wind instruments, flute is the most popular,” Metta said.

JakFlute now has 14 active members who meet every Sunday from 3 p.m. to 5 p.m. in Senopati.

They have already had one public performance and are preparing to perform at the National Monument, or Monas, on Oct. 11 as part of Japan Week, a cultural celebration organized by that nation’s embassy in Jakarta.

To attract a more diverse audience, JakFlute play a variety of songs, including classics and modern hits.

“We want to show the public that playing the flute can be lots of fun and that it’s not a boring musical instrument,” Metta said.

United in their love of the flute, members of JakFlute want to share the instrument and the beauty of its sound.

Another member, Fiona, said, “It’s such a shame that so few people know about this musical instrument.”

“Most parents will send their children to a private piano class when they want to build their musical ability. It never occurs to them that other instruments might be as beautiful as piano or guitar,” Metta said.

Asked why there were more female flutists than male players, she explained, “It’s not that the flute is a ‘female’ musical instrument, I don’t believe in such a thing. But I think it’s because the flute produces a very soft and melodic sound.”

One of JakFlute’s missions is to connect flutists in Jakarta so they can play together and exchange information and develop their musical talents.

“You can play flute solo, but it’s so much better if you can play in a big group,” Marini said.

JakFlute is not just a group of people with the same hobby, with members so close that it’s like a family, she added. “It’s that kind of atmosphere that all of us enjoy.”

JakFlute Members Share Their Thoughts:

Charity Olivia, 18, student
Cherry, as her friends call her, is one of the youngest members in JakFlute and has been playing flute since the 10th grade.

“I fell in love with the flute because it produces a very beautiful sound,” Cherry said.

The young musician said she joined JakFlute when it was first established and that she liked being part of the community because it gives her a chance to improve her skills.

“There are so many great flute players here and they always give me new tips and tricks,” she said. “My parents are so supportive and they are happy with my decision to join JakFlute as long as it doesn’t interfere with my school schedule.”

Tsukasa Hirota, 40, Japanese Diplomat
Jakarta is Hirota’s third post after having worked in China and Canada. As the only foreigner in the group he gets a lot of attention from other JakFlute members.

“It’s so much fun being a member of JakFlute. The people are so nice and kind too,” said Hirota, who has been playing the flute for many years.

“It’s wasn’t easy at first since I’m the only foreigner. But I’ve always believed that music is a universal language, so I talk to them with my flute,” he said. “The tutors have great skills and they’re very nice. My playing skills have been improving since I joined this community.”

Hirota said he hoped he could help the flutists’ group flourish. “Flute has a very promising future in Indonesia, there are many good flutists here.”

Metta F Ariono, 33, musician and JakFlute founder
Metta has been playing music since she was only 4 years old. Her first instrument was piano, but later she learned the recorder from her father. In 1993 she saw an orchestra perform for the first time and felt drawn to the music.

She began studying the flute intensively in 1995 at university when she joined a classical orchestra for the very first time.

Now a professional flutist, she plays concerts and gives lessons. This year, she and her friend Marini Widyastari founded JakFlute.

“We want to conduct at least two shows every year so that our members can have the chance to improve their skills,” Metta said. “I’m very excited [about JakFlute]. I never thought we would have so many members.”

insomnia, huh?

yap the last 2 days I've always woken up in the middle of the night..
don't know why..
hmm.. mungkin banyak yg dipikirin kali ya?
hari 1 pas gw kebangun itu jam 12 lewat dikit (serem juga sih kalo dipikir2 kebangun pas jam 12 gt). Tp pas gw kebangun ternyata 1 rumah gw pada masi melek semua ! wow..
ade gw malah masuk ke kamar gw, ngebangunin gw.. dia bilang "Ci,mau nonton acara Michael Jackson ga yg pas 30thn nya itu?" hehe..gw langsung smangat 45! langsung nyalain TV dan bener ada acaranya.. asik nonton akhirnya.. jam stng 2 an baru tidur hehe..soalnya bsk paginya mesti kul..jadi gw paksa2in supaya tidur..
hari 2 gw kebangun lagi! hmm..jam nya sama jam 12 lewat dikit juga.. (mulai berasa aneh..ada apa dgn jam 12 lewat dikit nih?) terus nyalain tv..wah ada take me out, tp da mo abis gt haha..yawda nonton dulu.. stgh 2 baru lanjutin tidur lagi.. and you know what? gw bangun jam 5 lewat dikit..ckck.. cm tidur brp jam coba? dan skrng gw lagi nulis dan membuat bahan untuk presentasi bisnis gw..

sleepy @@

sleepy @@
what? it's just 7.45 p.m and you are already want to sleep,cher?hmm..
ya..hari ini gw kuliah (as usual!), terus ke perpus brng vincent,any,am hilda..ngerjain tugas komputer kita..bukan ngerjain..mencicil lebih tepatnya..ckck..da banyak tugas aja komputer..blm yg mesti translate2 segala..duh,ribet deh.. hehe..
ya,uda 1 mingguan gw memasuki dunia kampus (ceileh bahasanya..haha =p ). Dosen blm bnr2 masuk ke pelajaran..baru bbrp dosen doang yang uda..nah celaka nya,yg udah2 itu pd ngasih tugas ! ckck..gawat...
besok disuruh ngumpulin tugas bhs indonesia gt.. ini gw baru aja kelar ngerjain.. daritadi skalian bk fb juga sih (mknya lama selesainya haha ). tp syukurlah..akhirnya selesaiii..hehe...

I miss my senior high school's time

i miss my friends..
i miss my gonz..
i miss my chit-chat's time in class..
i miss share my story with my friend..
i miss go to the canteen..
i miss my teachers..
i miss my school's library..
i miss when i heard the bell ringing..
i miss my piano's room in WB..
i miss my chapel..
i miss my friend's smile..
i miss my friend's story..
i miss when i arrived too early in the morning and i looked Arjuna was sleeping..=p
i miss when my sport time, the girls used it for gossiping haha...
i miss you...

i miss everything about my high school badly..=(

Eres El Amor De Mi Vida

Desperation

Why did you let go of my hands?
Are we still the same doodles
just like before hittin' the city,
when you'd always there
stood as my knight in shining amor

Reach out for my hand now,
Dear Lullaby
Let me be your strength
Forget about anything petty
'Coz we are one
which now somehow vanished
into fragments of memory..

-Sitta Karina-

poem #1

It's more than I know..
When I look at your smile, yeah I'm in a swoon..
When you look at me, my heart thump..
You're fascinating.. I can't refuse it..
Am I being insane?
Every girl feels it,right?
Otherwise just me who feel that way?
Oh,God..
You look at me again and I'm pretty much sure that in a second I will unconscious..

-Charity Olivia-

Bible's quote

Porque por fe andamos,no por vista
2 corintios 5 : 7

Thanks to Sheila ! =)

Fragmen - J.S Suprana

I'm watching Levi Gunardi plays Fragmen (J.S Suprana)..
Gosh,i think he is so awesome..ckck..especially in middle part he can play so fast..
I've already studied the song,but until now i can't play so fast as he did..hehe..
I will practice to play like him..hehe =D
Ganbatte,Cher ! ^^

thoughtful sentence...

“I’m not going to ignore the pink elephant in the living room. It’s fine. I can take it. If I’m the emblem for ‘this is what it looks like to be the lonely girl getting on with her life,’ so be it.”

-Jennifer Aniston-

i like this sentences hehe..i think jen is a really thoughtful person..and i wanna be like her =)

Day 1...

cape..laper..dehidrasi...
dijemur di lapangan dari jam 7 pagi - jam 2..nice..hehe...tp seru juga kenalan am tmn baru..
gw kaget pas dibilangin bsk-kamis masuk jam 5.45 - jam 6 sore... My God..
gmn ya nasib gw besok? haha...
moga2 acaranya asik2 bsk..jadi waktunya ga kerasa dan tau2 uda sore...hehe..
dan moga2 GA PANAS...haha..that will be our wish (ga cm gw,smua anak jg berharap ky gt haha..)

Sepa Island = Little Bali

It's really true.. Sepa Island = Little Bali ! =)


Hello..I want to share my experience hehe.. Finally, i think i got a "real holiday" hehe..yup akhirnyaaaaaa..yeeeyyy Really HAPPY !!! hehe =D

Day 1

Jadi, gw lagi nginep di rumah om ama tante gw tuh..pas bangun pagi, gw hari itu sbnrnya rencana nya mo dijmput bonyok gw dan balik ke rumah.eh tau2 pas mo mandi,om gw nanya mo ikut ga ke Pulau Sepa..jelas mau dong gw haha =D abis itu langsung mandi cepet2,langsung masuk mobil (kt tante gw join pake baju dia aja.Bener2 ga ada persiapan apa2 gw haha ). Gw cm bw 1 tmpt hape gw berikut isinya hape ama charger an doang haha =D
Terus nympe di marina ancol,lgsng ke tmpt agen nya,daftar ulang skalian nanya dermaga brp. Terus bawa2in barang ke kapal. Kapal nya da penuh gt pas kel om + gw dateng. pas cari2 tmpt duduk dapet di paling dpn dan akhirnya gw duduk disitu smbil mangku sepupu gw,Sasha hehe..
Diperjalanan gw mikir,bagus ga ya pulaunya..soalnya setau gw kyknya pulau2 di Indonesia da bnyk yg tercemar dan bnyk sampah nya..tp gw pikir ya udah lah..dibayarin juga ;p
setelah 2 / 2,5 jam perjalanan akhirnya nyampe juga di pulaunya.. turun dari kapal, gw ngeliat ke air nya pertama2..good2..airnya masi biru banget dan masi keliatan karang2 di dasarnya.. wow.. =)
jalan di dermaga nya terus liat pasir nya..wah..pasirnya putih..emm ada sih yg kecoklatan dikit,tp yang pasti bersih pasirnya =)
karena kita blm bisa langsung check in,krn check in baru jam 2,akhirnya yawda main2 dulu di pantai hehe =D
gw bantuin sepupu gw buat2 bntk dari pasir gt hehe.. ga kerasa tau2 da jam 12 aja,akhirnya beres2 ama mkn siang. Gw dtng setengah jam sblm jam 12 loh dan yg nunggu da rame gt haha..begitu jam 12 lewat dikit, makanan da kluar,langsung deh semua yg nunggu nyerbu hahaha =p
abs itu seinget gw kyknya langsung masuk ke cottage masing2 deh..jadi keluarga om am tante gw itu nyewa 3 cottage. Masing2 cottage tuh cm isi 1 tmpt tidur suite ama 1 kmar mandi.Gw bareng slh 1 kel jauh nya om gw (uda tante2 gt) nempatin 1 cottage hehe..
yup hari itu abis beres2 masukkin brg ke cottage,gw tidur dulu hehe..cape juga tuh..bangun2 da sore..mandi terus makan malem,terus kan pas lagi mkn malem nya itu kan ada band yg nyanyi2 itu..akhirnya sampe malem nyanyi2 disitu..tiap keluarga yg nginep disitu diharusin nyanyi haha..akhirnya om gw deh yg nyanyi2 =)
dangdutan pada turun ke panggung gt..semuanya joget2 hahaha =D gw yg tadinya ga mau,ditarik ama tante gw suruh ikutan ke panggung,akhirnya gw mau deh =D
Seru juga kok hahaha =D

Day 2

bangun pagi ku terus mandi tidak lupa menggosok gigi hahaha =D
jadi nyanyi nih hehe tp emg bnr kok gw pas hr ke 2 ky gt..hoho..
terus pas gw mo keluar cottage eh om gw dtng katanya bawa handuk ama langsung pk baju renang ntr kita mo langsung nyebur (buset deh,makan pagi aja blom,om! haha =p ). Tp gw iya in aja smbil lgsng ganti baju renang ama bw handuk hahaha..
abis makan pagi nyantai2 bntr disitu..abis itu om gw nanya mau ga marine walk..wah,gw langsung mau dong hehe..terus disuruh pegang helm bwt marine walk nya,ditanyain kuat ga geser apa angkat helm ini. Gw cb geser tuh helm..OMG,berat bgt ! haha geser cm dikit bgt..gw jd khhawatir gt..gmn cb di dlm laut gt pake benda seberat itu cb..tp kt mas2 nya kalo di dlm laut ga kerasa berat sm skali,ktnya sih jdnya enteng gt..ya percaya aja deh gw haha..akhirnya om gw bayar bwt 3 orang : gw,om gw,ama tante gw.. (sepupu2 gw ga bisa ! masi kekecilan soalnya haha ).Pas gw ga sengaja liat ke daftar harga nya gw kaget..buset mahal amat..Marine Walk = Rp500.000/person/15 minutes ! oh my...sdgkn om gw bayarin 3 orang hehe..=p
Trus nungguin di pinggir pantai..lama bgt..ktnya sih lagi disiap2in dl alat2 nya..nah pas uda disiapin kt naik kapal gt ke laut yang krng lebih 5-6 meter lah..terus kapalnya berenti..krn yg bisa marine walk maks 2 orng (keterbatasan alat2 nya), akhirnya om gw ama tante gw dulu hehe..ga usah bw kamera krn uda ada mas2 yg ngebimbing kita di bawah lautnya dan bawa kamera underwater bwt foto2 dibawah =p. Abis tante gw nyampe atas stlh 15 menit dibawah,ktny dia bagus bgt dibawah..hoho gw penasaran haha =D
Terus giliran gw sekarang haha..gw dipakein pemberat gt,ga tau tuh brp kilo. Trus pk sepatu khusus. O iya,gw lupa blng,buat yg mo marine walk lebih baik pake baju renang/legging yg panjang aja ama pk jaket gt..soalnya ikan2 nya suka gigit2 gt hehe..ya lmyn lah kalo digigit2 ikan2 kecil gt hehe ky nasib nya om gw digigitin ikan dr berbagai arah..=D
yup gw uda siap,melangkah pelan2 di tangga kapal nya.mas nya da blng jangan panik pas ditaroin helm yg berat itu dan didlm helm itu kt bisa ttp napas,jadi jgn panik. Gw da iya in aja.Terus ditaroin helm nya. Sambil pelan2 gw jalan makin ke dalem laut. Enak bisa napas ky biasa,padahal da masuk ke air nih hehe..tp kok telinga gw sakit ya? emang uda diblngin pas diatas td,kalo sakit lgsng ky nguap gt aja,biasanya langsung ilang. Gw langsung nguap dong,tp ttp ga ilang sakit nya..pas nympe di dasar laut nya gw da ditungguin ama instruktur nya. Gw langsung kasi kode kalo telinga gw,terutama yg kiri sakit banget..instruktur nya kasi kode suruh nguap lagi. Akhirnya gw nguap lagi. Da rada mnding lah.. terus akhirnya gw nguap2 an berkali2 gt haha..lmyn jadi ga gt sakit..tinggal sisa dikit sakitnya hehe =p akhirnya gw kasi kode ok ama instruktur nya. Dia ngangguk terus langsung pegang tangan gw bwt bimbing gw mesti jalan ke mana aja hehe.. o iya dikasi kantong plastik kecil gt (isi roti) ama dia bwt kasi makan ikan2 disitu..jalan2 dibawah laut bentar,liat2 karang dan ikan2 yg lewat2 disamping2 badan hehe terus dia kasi kode gw disuruh berdiri disatu tmpt sambil kasi makan ikan terus dia fotoin gw gt pake kamera nya haha =D
Ternyata dibawah laut aja masi sempet narsis2an nih hehe =p
jalan2 lagi dibawah laut situ,foto2 lagi haha kyaknya banyak bgt tuh foto2 nya hehe =p
ga kerasa instruktur nya blng waktunya da abis..huhu cepet bgt..ga kerasa dehhh...
bagus2 bgt ikannya..keren deh hehe =)
abis itu naik ke kapal lagi hehe basah2 an kan tuh..bukannya langsung ke cottage,mandi,ganti baju,tp itu malah..MAKAN !!! haha iya uda siang kan tuh uda jam nya makan,akhirnya lgsg ke tmpt makan nya walopun baju gw masi basah bgt (kostum gw wktu itu : gw pake jaket lgn pnjg pny tante gw basah kuyup kan abis dipk marine walk terus sm legging panjang yg juga basah kuyup dan sendal jepit yg banyak pasirnya. jadi pas jalan di lantai tmpt makan nya,lantainya jadi kotor gt gr2 pasir yg gw bawa haha =D maaf ya mas mbak yg ngebersihin =p ). Diliatin orang2 gt..ah bodo deh hehe gw da kelaperan dan da mau ada acara lagi abis itu hehe..abis da selesai makan gw dan tentunya kel om gw langsung naik kapal..kita brg ama slh satu nelayan yg emg da biasa bawa orang yg dtng ke situ jalan2..jadi kan ada tour guide nya plng ga hehe =p
nah sama nelayan itu dibwa ke tengah2 laut gt terus diberentiin gt kapalnya. Gw bingung dong..ngapain cb ditengah laut gini berenti haha.. terus nelayan nya itu turun langsung nyebur ke laut gt..hehe dia blng turun dari kapal aja, ini cetek kok..ha? cetek? Gw bingung dong..ternyata disamping kapal gw itu da laut cm ada pasir nya gt..dan itu emang cetek..jadi uda ky di pantai gt..padahal itu ditengah lautan..susah gambarinnya haha..=D yep gw langsung nyebur abis itu.om gw ngelemparin google nya (kacamata renang buat snorkeling) dia blng gw snorkeling dl aja haha gw seneng bgt ! Terus nelayan nya lgs ngebawa gw dari tmpt yg cetek itu ke tengah lautannya..gile shock gw langsung dalem gt begitu dari yg tmpt cetek td..tp begitu liat ke pemandangan di lautnya..ckck..keren bgt deh..^^
gw dibw ke lautan yg lebih dalem lagi..wow bener2 tambah bagus pemandangannya.. ga brp lama om gw kaya ngasi kode gt hehe kyknya gw am nelayan ny da kelamaan snorkel deh..jadinya akhirnya balik ke kapal lagi deh..hehe.. abis itu kapal diidupin lagi,lanjut ke pulau lain (gw lupa nama pulau nya pokoknya tuh pulau ga berpenghuni deh hehe ). Nah uda nyampe tuh di pulau itu. Terus gw ama nelayan nya lgsng lnjut snorkel lagi hehe..kel om gw ditinggal di pulau itu hehe..kata nelayan nya kita snorkel sampe ke pulau yg itu tuh (ya ampun dia nunjuk ke pulau yg jauh ya...).tp yawda gw ttp lah snorkel hehe.. ditengah2 laut gt, kaki gw ga sengaja kena sesuatu gt.. sakit..ky kena jarum gt.. terus gw ngmg ke nelayan nya.. pas dia liat kaki gw katanya gw kena landak laut.. hiks2..pantes aja sakit dan perih.. terus dia bilang mesti dikluarin darah nya pake batu.. gw disuruh duduk di atas karang yg gede gt..dia nyari batu dulu.. abis dia dpt batunya,darah gw dikluarin dikit.. ternyata ga cm satu.. saya kena 4 tusukan landak laut.. huhu.. tp abis dikluarin darahnya uda ga gt terasa lagi sakitnya (apa gr2 gw asik ngeliat pemandangan bwh lautnya,jadi ga kerasa ya? haha ).Terus gw am nelayannya nyari bintang laut..hehe setelah nyari lama bgt, dapet akhirnya.. dan bintang lautnya sumpah gede abis..kaget gw liat bintang laut segede gt haha.. dapet yg warnanya biru ama orange hehe..lucu..terus dapet keong gede juga.. bagus deh.hehe..terus gw dikasi kode gt ama om gw,disuruh balik ke kapal (kyknya gw da kelamaan snorkel nya..maap ya,om ^^ ). Balik ke kapal,tp akhirnya bintang lautnya dilepas lagi ke laut soalnya kesian kalo gw bawa ntr perjalanan nya lama,ntr malah mati..jadi ya sudah direlakan deh dilepas lagi..bye bintang laut..hehe..terus abis itu kt mancing ditengah laut..haha..keren..pake kail ama benang doang gt..pk umpan juga sih..(ya iyalah! haha ). Dapet ikan loh.. cepet lagi..haha..kyknya stngh jam uda dpt 10 ikan an deh hehe.. seru juga mancing ditengah laut gt haha..=p
terus karena itu da sore,kita cepet2 balik ke tmpt nginep nya,mandi dulu,makan malem sambil joget2..seperti biasa haha =p

Bangun pagi yang aneh -.-'

hehe.. this morning i woke up with weird song.. hmm ga weird2 amat sih..lebih tepatnya disebut sbg lagu Sunda ! hehe..
masa bangun tidur uda ada lagu Sunda?
siapa coba yg masang?
haha..
gw kira mbak gw yg masang.. pas gw keluar kamar tambah bingung ternyata bukan dari TV di ruang tamu dan itu brarti bkn mbak gw yg masang..
selidik punya selidik ternyata suara nya datang dari speaker komp.. ha?
masa ade gw masang lagu begini?hehe..
akhirnya gw nyalain monitor nya..dan ternyataaaa....
suaranya itu dateng dari program RAN yg didownload ade gw..hahaha =P

kirain ade gw uda mulai suka sesuatu yg berbau sunda2 gt hwhwhwe =P

a question

did you hear me,dear ???

.amidoingsomethingwrong?youmakemeconfuse.

Forgot...argh..

My God, i just remembered about my mission yesterday.. i wanted to look into the sky..=(
why i wanted to look the sky?because last night, there was : "Perseid Meteor Shower"..
hiks2..
well,that was my stupidity not to write and turn on the alarm in my hand phone (so i cannot forget about that)..
yesterday i thought i could take some pictures of the meteor...
ah...
just forget about it..
=(
really dissapointed...

When God Made You

(Guys)

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

(Girls)

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why

Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

Bridge

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus

(guy) He must have heard every prayer I've been praying (girl echo)
I've been praying (both)He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

Bisa tau lagu ini dari Ko Gerald hehe (thanks,ko!). Hmm,lagunya menyentuh.. bagus.. keren lah ! search di youtube aja hehe..

Gw denger lagu ini tersentuh banget..jadi merenung..iya sih memang jodoh smua orang ada di tangan-Nya.. but, will I have "the perfect one" too in my future ? many people called "soulmate". . Pastinya kalo menemukan seseorang soulmate itu serasa complete each other ya...iya ya kalo uda soulmate sampe tua pun sampe jadi kakek-nenek juga ttp love each other and can last forever.. ya pastinya live happily ever after.. pengen bisa begitu =)

When God made you, He must have been thinking about me..

=)

new resolution

yap,don't know why but inside my heart i want to build a new resolution.. even thought it isn't new year..hehe...
my new resolution :
- mau belajar mobil dan motor ( sedang dilaksanakan ! hehe )
- mau latihan flute tiap hari...kan uda mau tampil brg jakflute nih.. skalian latihan juga jadi..
- mau nabung buat beli flute baruuuuu... hiks2 kapan ya kesampean beli?
- mau latihan piano tiap hari jugaaa... kan mau konser juga..jadi plng ga latihan lahhh...

ya segitu dulu dehh hehe.... moga2 dlm seminggu ini bnr2 kesampean ya... ntr diupdate minggu ini bener kesampean apa kagak..haha...=D

Mimpi....

Copy-paste from my fb's blog (Wednesday, April 8, 2009 at 7:12pm)
salah satu hal yang ngebuat gw bingung dalam hidup ini adalah mimpi. ya,maksud gw bener2 mimpi ya..
emm..soalnya aneh aja di dalam mimpi tuh bisa muncul yang aneh2..kaya misalnya kejadian yang ga kita sangka bakalan terjadi dalam hidup kita,tb2 aja terjadi dalam mimpi kita..
ada yang bilang kalo mimpi itu "kembang tidur" jadi ya fungsinya hanya nemenin saat kita tidur aja..
ada juga yang bilang kalo mimpi itu pertanda.. kalo mimpi ini,artinya ini..kalo mimpi itu artinya itu yang bakal kejadian..
ada juga yang bilang kalo mimpi adalah sebuah anugerah dari Tuhan, karena yang memberikan mimpi itu sebenarnya Tuhan kan?
kalo gw sendiri, mungkin menganggap mimpi adalah ketiga hal diatas..yang tentunya ga bisa dideskripsiin oleh kita manusia. Ada yang bilang kalo kita sudah terlalu memikirkan sesuatu, maka hal tersebut akan ada dalam mimpi kita..
maksudnya kalo kita pengen bgt, misal : ketemu seseorang yang da lama ga ktmu ama kita,pas malem2nya kita tidur kita mimpiin orang tsb. Kalo gw pikir sih mungkin karena kita mikirin bgt sampe kebw ke alam bawah sadar kita dan mimpi jdnya.

emm..gw mo share aja mimpi2 gw yang menurut gw "paling.." yang masi gw inget ampe skrg :

- paling spooky : gw lupa kpn gw mimpi ini,kykny klo ga pas SD ato pas SMP. Jadi didalam mimpi gw itu,setting nya di kolam renang. jadi ceritanya gw lagi berdiri di pinggir kolam renang. tiba2 ga tau knp gw ngeliat ke arah seberang kolam renang itu dan pandangan gw pas bgt ngeliat nenek2 yang ada diseberang kolam renang itu. Pertama nya gw biasa aja, tp kok nenek2 itu malah senyum ke gw? tp senyum ny tuh aneh,ky senyum jahat gt.. jelas aja gw takut disenyumin ky gt.gw langsung balik badan dan kabur.nenek2 itu ngejar gw.sumpah gw takut bgt. gw bnr2 lari sekenceng2nya dan gw takut bgt untuk liat ke belakang. sampe2 tanaman yang tinggi aja gw lompatin saking takutnya. gw mikir saat itu,gw mesti ke tenda tmpt keluarga gw. Kyknya itu satu2nya tmpt yang aman. gw lari terus akhirnya sampe di tenda keluarga gw (aneh juga sih masa deket kolam renang ada tenda-red).gw ceritain smuanya ke bonyok gw ama ade gw. pas lagi cerita itu.tiba2 tenda gw dibuka ama nenek2,tp bukan nenek2 yang td ngejar gw.gw yang masih kaget tambah sport jantung lagi pas nenek2 itu nanya "kamu liat temen saya, ga?" OMG sumpah gw ga tau mo jawab apa.gw speechless..parah..terus tiba2 tenda gw dibuka dari berbagai arah (aneh! masa tenda punya bnyk pintu dan bisa dibuka dr berbagai arah?-red). pas gw liat yang ngebuka ternyata adalah nenek2 semua dan termasuk nenek2 yang tadi ngejar gw.gia,kyknya dia bw temen2 gitu ke tenda keluarga gw. gw da ketakutan, gmeteran stngh mati,tb2 nyadar kalo jalan satu2nya adalah doa. gw sama keluarga gw pegangan tangan gitu terus doa . Ajaibnya, pas kita lagi ngucapin doa itu, badan nenek2 itu smua mulai ancur gt,terus ada cahaya2 nya gt pas ancurnya.pas kita selesai doa mereka smua da ancur dan ga ada. abis itu gw kebangun. gw mikir,gila serem bgt mimpi gw.gw baru aja mimpiin nenek gerondong

- paling males : ceritanya gw lagi di gonz gitu..gw kaget pas pagi2 gw dateng ke sekolah lagi pd belajar biologi. gw bingung krn seinget gw kyknya ga ada apa2 gt. Pas gw tanya ke temen sekelas..ternyata ada ujian apa ulangan umum bio gt ! parah! gw bener2 panik..dan berusaha membaca dan menghafal dalam keadaan super cepat..OMG.. jangan sampe deh kejadian gt beneran..huhu..

-paling apa ya ? (gw ga tau mo namain apa..) : emm..stlh 40 harinya Ditya,bbrp hari kemudian gw mimpi ketemu dan salaman ama dia.. ga sempet ngobrol sih ( rd2 nyesel jg pas kebangun). Ga ngerti kenapa ga gw ajak ngobrol dia..yg pasti gw pertama nya sempet kaget juga di dalam mimpi,tp stlh kaget itu malah biasa dan seneng aja bisa ketemu lagi..thanks Ditya ! =)

ada yang punya mimpi2 yang bisa dishare ? hehe..Bagi2 ya..=)

Si 1 % didunia…That’s me…

Copy-paste from my fs's blog hehe..
Kmrn ini sempet test MBTI gtu di gonz. Emang anak2 kelas 2 semuanya di test. Cm gw ga nyangka aja,,trnyta hasilnya benar2 di luar dugaan gw..

Ternyata gw memiliki tipe kepribadian yang paling langka dan cuma ada 1 % populasinya di dunia,,yaitu INFJ.INFJ sendiri adalah singkatan dari Introverted, Intuition, Feeling, Judging. Gw ga nyangka aja ternyata kepribadian gw unik banget… Pas kemaren itu pas jam pelajaran BP sempet dibagi2 per kepribadian. Ada yang sampe 11 orang gitu yang sama kepribadiannya,,yang lain ad yg 5-7 orang yang sama kepribadian lainnya,, terus yang sisa tinggal gw,,Centus,,ama 1 orang lagi lupa (sorry ! hehe..). Kita bertiga juga beda2 kepribadiannya. Tp yang paling langka adalah kepribadian gw. Gw sampe disalamin gtu ama Pak Pri ( Guru BP Gonz) dan dy blng pengen ngobrol berdua ma gw…

Akhirnya setelah nhobrol am Pak Tri (off the record ! =p ),, gw balik ke tempat anak2 kelas gw. Pas gw datang pada cie2 in gw..”Cie,,si 1% di dunia”,, dll…hehe..gw sih seneng2 aja dibilang unik hehe…(*narsis*). Sedikit gambaran yang ada di kertas hasil kepribadian gw :

Sukses karena ketekunan,,originalitas dan keinginan kuat untuk melakukan apa saja yang diperlukan. Memberikan yang terbaik dalam pekerjaan. Dihormati karena keteguhan hati pada prinsipnya. Biasanya diikuti dan dihormati karena kejelasan visi serta dedikasi pada hal-hal baik.

Pekerjaan yang paling menarik untuk INFJ :

1.Pekerja seni (hehe..da pas,,gw emg bljr alat musik skrg)

2.Konselor pendidikan (kalo yang ini gat au deh..)
3.Guru : kesenian,,drama,,musik,,bahasa asing (MAU banget jadi guru musik dan bahasa asing )

4.Arsitek
5.Psikolog Klinis/Krisis (jadi psikolog adalah pilihan ke 2 gw yg plg gw pgn in skrg ini. Kmrn ini pas gw lagi ngmg dan ngasih usulan gitu ke temen gw,,tb2 temen gw yang lain ngmg,”Gila lo,,Cher..Cocok bgt jadi psikolog”. Mungkin gw berbakat jadi psikolog?!? )
6.Media Specialist (Gw ga ngerti maksudnya apa.. mgkn yg berhubungan ama media gtu kali,,y??>.< Ada yang tahu??? Kalo yang berhubungan am media mah gw maunya kerja di pembuatan majalah aja…keren juga kalo tulisan atau hasil kita kerja bisa dilihat dan dibaca orang lain..)
7.Psikiater
8.Dosen
9.Asisten Peneliti
10.Marketing professional (hehe..kebetulan bokap gw juga marketing. Mgkn nurun kali bakatnya ke gw? Hehe..=p )

Semestinya

Mungkin..
Ini yang pertama
Saat ku temukan kasih tulus ikhlas
Hingga..
berartinya dirimu tlah membuatku segnap hatiku tak mampu jauh darimu

Reff
Terkadang akhirnya aku salah menduga
tak slamanya cinta jadi yang utama diatas percaya
Ku ingin hatiku jadi seutuhnya hatimu
yang tetap menjaga segalanya

Bridge
Kaulah hidupku
Mimpi cintaku
tak berubah selamanya
takkan terpisah oh..

Back to Reff

Love this song ! keren lagunya..pertama kali denger langsung suka ama lagunya..denger deh hehe =D

Lost my holiday's time

yep,OMG i feel i lost my holiday's time..
huumm..
must study,study,and study..
bahkan mo practice flute and piano aja bnr2 mesti curi2 waktu..
argh..
last saturday,i was performing in my junior high school,when there was a graduation..
lmyn juga setelah sekian lama ga megang flute...setelah dulu berkutat ama UAN,UAS,ujian praktek and piano's exam..haha.. bener2 parah..kyknya tuh flute da gw anggurin di atas meja da lebih kali dari 1 apa 2 bulan..;p
tadinya gw rd2 takut,jgn2 pas gw cb main flute lagi,da ga bisa bunyi lagi haha..ternyata pas dicoba masih bisa kok..hoho =D
And then,last sunday,look at my schedule time :
- 5.30 a.m = woke up
- 6 a.m = took a bath
- 7.15 a.m = went to the church with my fam
- 7.50 a.m = already arrived at church
- 7.55 a.m = ate
- 8 a.m = went intp the class of church
- 11.30 a.m = finished the mass of church
- 11.45 a.m = started to eat my lunch
- 12.10 p.m = waited the practice of music team in church's start
- 1 p.m = practiced flute start
- 3.40 p.m = ended of practice in my church
- 3.40 p.m = went to "Kak Marini's" house to practice flute with JakFlute
- 4.15 p.m = arrived at Kak Marini's house, started practice and played ansamble flute =)
- 5.15 p.m = my mom came into Kak Marini's house and reminded me to go again to my church for perform in "KKR". Really sorry about this..
- 5.15 p.m = went to the church again
- 5.50 p.m = arrived at church,went to the bathroom,changed my clothes
- 6 p.m = performed at "KKR". Sisy "Idol" has a really beautiful voice..I feel so lucky that I could listen and play when she was singing..
- 8.30 p.m = the end of "KKR"
- 8.30 p.m = waited my father to pick me, started to feel hungry and sleepy
- 9.15 p.m = finally my father cameee..thanks God !
- 9.45 p.m = ate my dinner
- 11 p.m = finally, arrived at HOME...

bukannya gw ga seneng kmrn,seneng bgt malah kmrn hehe dapet bnyk pengalaman baru..=)
cm ini loh dari awal liburan ga sempet yg bener2 holiday gt tanpa beban maksudnya..haha tiap hari bener2 mesti bljr soalnya..jadi blm kerasa ky liburan..
i need holidayyyy !!!

LULUS 100 % !!!

Wah salah satu yang bikin gw teriak + nangis disatu saat bersamaan adalah..

GONZ LULUS 100% !!!

Argh pas denger kabar itu gw bener2 ga bs nahan air mata gw.. SENENG BANGET !!! THANKS GOD.. many2 thanks to You..

perjuangan selama 3 tahun..
suka-duka di Gonz..
PR dan tugas2 yang menumpuk..
ulangan2 yang susah..
nangis2nya gw gara2 ga bisa kerjain soal2 dan putus asa..

rasanya semua kebayar pas denger

ANGKATAN 20 GONZ LULUS 100%

I'm so happy and proud =)

Many2 thanks to God,my parents,my teachers,my friends,etc...

My blog =)

Hai..this is my new blog hehe =)
disaat orang2 da pada punya blog,gw malah baru buat sekarang hehe.. But i think,it's better to start even it is late.. daripada ga mulai buat sama sekali,kan???
hmm..mungkin blog ini bakal lebih banyak gw isi untuk curhat,cerita2 pengalaman,puisi,lagu,dll..
lebih ke personal aja ya..
enjoy reading people ! =)